yoU CaN FInD mE IN tHe MoONlIgHt

there were a lot more...i just thought these were ones that expressed my feelings towards...well...the collective You:


12. If you lend someone $20, and never see that person again, it was probably worth it

14. If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.
17. Don't worry, it only seems kinky the first time.

18. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it in half and put it back in your pocket.
22. There are two theories to arguing with women. Neither one works.


check out the other ones...theyre pretty good too...
23. Experience is something you don't get until just after you need it.

24. We are born naked, wet, and hungry. Then things get worse.

such romantic eyes, got me hypnotized



ill be brave tonight
standing tall and bright
and if i had my chance id never let it go


its been too long, really, it has...
but i only realized it when i went to not type anything. again. but then i did.

my folks were outta the state for a few days. party at my house for like...3 days straight. good times.

vince slept in my bed with me every night. one of the mornings, like yesterday or sumthin, i woke up in the morning remembering only that i was dreaming and in my dream i was crying. and i woke up with like instant panic attack and freakin out for no reason and i woke vin up and i dunno it was so outta the blue. and i couldnt stop it and it wasnt partiiclarly for any reason that i kno of...i just hate it that someone saw me like that. but at least it was only him.

anyways....people keep telling me, when i ask for their opinion as a means to get a different perspective on my own ideas that i explain to them, that i think too much. like abot shit that i should just trust myself with. and i dont think that its so much an issue of trust or anything like using my head over my heart cuz i think that people should use both equally its just that i think its amazing to try and figure out how 'the world' works...like...behaviors people have to like...how to do things to wat is the meaning of life to me and i dunno...just i like to think about everything...all the time...and vin told me that that was ok but id b sad a lot...and i guess sometimes i am...but its only cuz i dont understand the things that are bothering me...like wat the hell am i gunna do for the rest of my life and shit like that...and then i try to figure them out and then it bothers me until i come to some conclusion.

maybe i do think too much

my job was on that tv show....dirty jobs....>sigh<

and on that note....imna go smoke a bowl and go to sleep cuz its a 5 day weekend for mE

to everyone who ever mattered....
(to wong foo)

>raises bubbler and tokes in appreciation<
(thanks for everything)

(julie numar)

yall should be watchin the crow right now...

im trying to think of wat i really have to say to the masses...not that the masses read this or care wat it says, but still...the masses have the ability to find this if they so chose....which led me to thinkin about wat i really have to say. if i was asked wat i stood for by someone right now, wat would i have to say?
i guess were all learning....wether we want to or not or try or kno it or watever...we all are. and some of us choose to pursue knowledge...seek it out until theyve exhausted every resourse about one topic is gone and theyve moved onto a new one. everything is replaceable in america...as long as you have the money to pay for your free discount. i guess id tell america that it sucks...when we think were free and that were in the home of the brave....everything you believe to be true is false...you dont kno anything and neither do i and thats how well stay until we decide to get up and do something about it. its so easy to let the words come, but so hard to actually listen to myself. im trying tho. i would want everyone to kno that im trying. im ok with gettin all...emo...on ur ass cuz if uve gotten this far then u might as well kno it all....sometimes i get discouraged that no one knows that i care about things. they also dont kno that i dont care about wat they think i should care about...im trying to be my own person and decide for myself wats right and wrong and wat im going to do...because...sometime, wether its now or later, you gotta grow up. you gotta take on that responsibility of being your own person and haveing to be on ur own...wat if suddenly u had no one to turn to for a place to sleep at nite...wat if u couldnt wait to get out of ur house....im trying. im not tryin to complain cuz im doin somethin about it. im not just bitchin about it. butk, its slow...and that makes me bitch...lol...

i think deep down i kno that i really want to just stop being. but, all the outside wont let it happen...

i also think ive given up on caring if ive gone crazy...this is my life and well see where it gets me...

watch me fall or fly...

FUCK FUCK FUCK THE POLICE!

tucker...

u always kno how to make me smile.

but see...i never mean tohurt you eith the things i say...i just like to...debate? i dunno...i dont mean to hurt you...but i also wish to be frank about stuff...and like..if i read somethin that makes me wonder if u dont like being around me...please dont be offended by that...its just that of course im gunna ask u about it...

i totally think we can be friends too...it was fun hanging out...lol even tho i threw up...lol i threw up on my car outside...lol...

i like talking to you too...

i like having variety of people to talk to...ur one of the few i like talkin to...

i kinda like that no one knows ur part of our convos on here...well...kinda...

but whos to let oout all the secrets?

peace bitches...

"you know michael, none of this is real..."""

do you not want to see me

or is it just that its easier to pretend i dont exist

twas nice tho

it makes me both incredibly happy and yet incredibly sad to kno that some people think i havent changed.

its neither good nor bad

i want to rhomp in jello with u that we spent 2 hours cooking just so we could run.

innocence is always lost and never gained while always being around

i see shit so much. shit that shouldnt be there but is and i wonder if my brain cells are having fun getting lost

i kno i would be

i couldnt agree more...

life really has no meaning other than to sustain and impact other...everything.

realize ur life means nothing

then get back to me about how timmy wont take u to prom

(everyone)